I am tired of life and just want to go home to Heaven. I have no joy and I need some. I feel bitter about girls and Valentines day coming up because every girl I like and have tried to date, has hurt me, and I pray that Valentines day will go according to God's will. Although I am afraid to ask things to go God's will because I get hurt even when I try to do what He says. I'm having trust issues when it comes to God. I just want to be with a woman and things work out for once in my entire life. I need to know how to spread the Gospel effectively because no one at work is listening to me, and this includes the customers and they have started complaining about me preaching the Gospel. Also, one of my biggest problems is that I never feel like I'm good enough for any girl I love. I have always had low self-esteem problems and I need help. I'm bored with life and I need help.

I need prayer that I will like and accept myself and not be so hard on myself, and to have a great self-esteem. I also like a woman named Olivia, and I need prayer that God will show me His will regarding this.

I need prayer that I will continue to preach the Gospel, and do so relentlessly, and that God will speak through me to save people and bring them to Christ.

I need prayer that I will not care about what others think, but that I will be bold in preaching the Gospel and warning people of the end times.

I need prayer for boldness as I do God's will and proclaim His word, and more compassion for the lost and for people who will not listen to me. I also pray for a less judgmental spirit and more desire for the better of others than myself.

I need prayer that I will fully understand the grace if God, and not be given into anger, but to do God's will.

I need prayer for more love and compassion, and help with my reading because in college it's allot of reading and I need the reading speed and endurance to get through it.

I need prayer that God will give me peace of mind regarding my current struggle.

I need prayer that God will help me to be able to stay up and have days that are 16 to 20 hours long because I get tired too quickly, and that God will help me to not be bitter or self righteous, but humble and valuing others above myself. I need prayer that God will help me to not envy people, but want better for them.

I need prayer that God will help me to have razor sharp focus so that I can pay better attention in my classes, and in this way be a better servant of the Lord because I have focus problems. I need prayer that my faith will be strong because the Enemy is attacking my faith as I do God's will.