Please Rev ...pray for me..I'm really going thru a Lot of pains and paranoias.we are in LDR and that makes my mind sick everytime I think of all the things I've discovered and seen with my eyes when he went on a vacation here with my hometown, all the lies proven keeps coming back now he's not around...I cant sleep, I can't eat, I became obsessed, clingy, elevated doubts everytime that leads to fight and arguments over the phone..I am expecting he will be more patience and act to win my trust and love back but he's not that patient . With that I still doubt all his words and actions..I really wanted us...but I doubt if he really loves me or just an option . I doubt if the infedility is really over since I'm not with him..pls pray for us...esp for me...

Why it's getting painful everyday? Why does all his words regarding redeeming our relationship and earning my trust is not happening...why he lost patience with me dealing my depressions and healing...and told me though he understands what I'm going thru I shld not pull him down too...it hurts hearing those words ....