I'm tired god...idk what to do anymore about anything everything just feels like its crashing and burning around me..all I'm asking is for you to help me..it feels like you just dont care

i just need prayers for god to help me it seems like its always something.. and i'm tired in less than a 6 months.I've lost job , lost car developed severe depression, as well as other health issues, found a job recently and a car then the car gets totaled in less than a month and have no way to work hardly..I'm praying for a financial, and a peace of mind miracle to get a new vehicle and to have peace of mind..I'm just tired of things always going wrong

I need Prayer right now. I don't feel like god loves me or cares about me anymore I feel like when i need him the most he abandons me..I try my best to be a good christian and it feel like no matter what i do.god throws a curve ball for me to get hurt or fail