Help me get out of this black hole that I know the devil is pulling me to him again. I try to fight but sometimes I get so tired. Lord I pray to you to help me get strong enough in my faith in you to fight the monster. Tears of pain is all I feel.

Lord,
I know my problems are minor compared to others. I have been depressed with manic episodes all my life. My only son has seen me like this all my life. My parents even had to take care of me. I’ve had suicidal thoughts throughout my life but my son always stopped me. I just want to laugh and feel good about who I am. Praying that I won’t have to leave my parents and son if my husband has to relocate to West Virginia. Prayers for goodness in all💙🙏💙