Jody, I pray for wisdom and guidance from the Holy Spirit. I pray for your protection because I know alot of what you're going through. I pray for God's will to be done in his timing. In Christ's name I pray. Amen. My opinion is don't leave your support system. You will need it! I've been where you are and abusers tend to try and separate you from everybody so that you have to rely on them fully. However, this is only my opinion.