Oh no! I am sorry you’re feeling like this! My 12 year old chocolate lab passed away in our home in November. It was soul crushing and I still cry about once a week! Try to think of all the happy times — i hope U have lots of pics and videos! We got a big photo canvas of our favorite pic of him! As far as anxiety - i feel you too! Its really hard sometimes! I feel it was a solid choice for U to get the vaccine! Imagine if we never got our vaccine as kids for TB or chickenpox or all those other nasty diseases that kill! Anyways, im praying the best for u stranger! Know there’s people out here that care! 😄

Please know that life is worth living! Believe me that through all the pain and suffering you feel now will become abundant light and peace. We are praying you will make it through this! ❤️