Stephen the past is in the past. You can not change it. Don't blame the past when talking at your new job. I will hold you in prayer knowing you have found the right place. Just remember every day to be thankful for your job, no matter what may happen. It is all a good experience no matter what. If you should find yourself not knowing what to do at work, think outside the box and find something to do, anything but keep busy. Create something to do. Keep being thankful, keep being happy & smile, be helpful, keep thanking the Lord for this opportunity. God wouldn't have placed you here to work if you were not suppose to learn something from the opportunity. You'll never get fired for going the extra mile. Love, Light & prayers for you my Child.