Lord its like he's winning Lord.....I just want him to express to me that he is ultimately in love with me....and that I was the best that he ever had....I know that its crazy but I feel that its not faIr.....I love him as you would have wanted me to love my husband but he hurt me over and over again.....I'm just sad right now....Lord what is that you would want me to do now? I just want to simply have a family to love and cherish....I desire to be a Wife, a great mother, and woman that is of great cheer, caring and helpful to whomever I can help.....fix it Jesus restore my car to be back in driving and getting us to where we need to be, a beautiful peace filled home and increase in our finances.....I love you Lord and I'm believing that what I am asking for will be given unto me in Your Son Jesus name.....

Please Lord bring my family back together that's all that I think of day and night all day.......wake him up to recognize what he got here is real.......also I'm asking for You keep me from worrying and allow Your will to be done.......while I keep pushing to better myself..... I love You and I know how Good ymYou have been to me and mine......I'm sending a special prayer to a former classmate that lost his life almost 2weeks ago.....be with his children and family Lord......Amen

I'm feeling so hopeless today 💔 emotional and not be understanding why this is not happening for me.....all I simply wanted was my family we had lots of great times together... We laughed and helped each other ....we weren't perfect but we made it through.....please Lord don't let this be the end of our story together.......and I'm not trying to over step what You have in store for me its just that I'm hurt and don't understand why our love didn't last or is on hold....our families love each other we were good for each other......bless me with getting my car back on the road and in a beautiful Abundantly blessed and Loved home.....that have Your hands all around it.......I love You and I'm really trying to be obedient through the circumstances that have broken me...my laugh is not as laughable anymore fix it Jesus......Amen Amen.....

Fix it Jesus Lord......I'm putting it out there usually I would have thrown in the towel but if I keep diligently asking you.....you will deliver to me why heart desires.....its not looking good its been well over 10 weeks and he has not looked back....thought about how its hurting me and my boy.....I was good to him fix it Jesus......I can't fight this battle but I am allowing You to fight it for me.......Lord I'm just asking for my family to be back together..... For I know that You can make what looks Impossible Possible.......

Yes Lord my heart is heavy I just want to bring my family back together ....I know You have other plans for me Lord but please don't have me loose my dear friend of 3 1/2 years.....I know that You can do the Impossible..... We have our families that get a long great..... My boy is comfortable and crazy about him....I feel like I'm never good its starting to tear down my self esteem because guys have found me to be a great and amazingly good hearted woman but they have never stayed around..... Lord Father God I am hurting right now I want to build more to my family .....I want myPML, myCIT and me to be a Strong family because You stepped in and worked it out......More babies through sickness and in health and until death do us part.......Please Father I'm looking for a miracle...... amen Amennnnnnn

Lord have Your way Lord bring my family back together......fix it Jesus my heart is broken I can't fix it I need for You to fix it......

I'm asking You Father God to bless my car to crank back up on this morning running fine......with no problems Lord You know I need my car back for work, being able to get my son and myself to where we need to go, I'm ready to be back from n my church, being able to do more work, visit friends, help out loved ones......I'm praying for a beautiful home where my boy and I can have a peace of mind giving us back our life but it being better than what it was.....yes Lord because we will greatly appreciate it if You felt that we didn't in the past......Restore the things in our life oh Father God I ask of You.....Restore family back together oh Father God , my faith is totally in You.......I'm giving You allllllllll the praise while I believe in You.......

Lord please bless me to get through this trying time in my life.....I pray that You bring me my family back together or bless me with someone who will truly bless me with my true ❤ desire.....and that's to be a great wife, mom, hard working woman in and out in the community...... While my family and I keep You 1st in everything we do........Amen

HEY FATHER COMING TO YOU JUST WANTING TO GIVE YOU PRAISE THROUGH IT ALL...RIGHT NOW I'm feeling sad, but nevertheless I am grateful for everything every experience every great time and every not so great time......please bless my finances getting me back on my feet.....my car back on the road a home for my boy and to pay for medical expenses and bless us to maintain in this world.....thank You for my job thank You for life.....keep my family covered in Your blood.........its been a month since I last spoke with myPML and I miss him......only You know what's to cme with that....I really loved him.....and I still do....

Lord I'm letting it go if meant to be You will bring it back together,,,,,.....Keep us covered in Your blood Father........Amen