Thank You for your support,,o UNDERSTAND YOU and,,want support you TOO....
But,,i go to church or pray,,and,,when i come in a state of peace and nice meditation,,he,,send me a message,,,he,,wants to be friends,,but i can not....i love him so Much,,,but everyWHERE I GO AND PRAY AND have peace with God,,I only se him.and FEEL,,SO GOD HELP US
I just got this message from God:Today, Iris, God wants you to know that your task is not to seek for love, but to seek and melt all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
God loves you with the very air you breathe, the very light that touches your skin, the very ground that supports you. Love is everywhere, - melt your barriers, and you will have love in abundance.🙏
I belive You....i must move on, i know how you suffer...but i was in celibat for 6years also for him...waiting, one woman said:Iris ,you mus be put leg on some crazy mushroom😃,,you are waiting a taken guy in different city,,,who is,,an authoryity a religious authoryty to you and it will always Be,,only that,,,
I m trying,,to give,,and tryed to give someone else a chance,,even guy witch i lie for 13 years,,called me a first time in ,,i was cold,,and bitter,,,i was affraid,,i DESPERATLY need friends touch,,,no one hugs me...no one gives me anything ...for years,,,i just want a. Hug....a realm hug...even if i see this guy ,,witch im waitin for 6years,,i think se both would be CRYING...I UNDERSTAND YOU..HE SAVED MY LIFE TOO....GOD HELP HIM
At the ,half of the,,text i started to cry,,i felt the same,,,way,,,i fet urge to go to Padua,,this Year,,,to see,,St.Anthonys,Grave,,,i will read it a lot of times,,what you have written...i m ok with him now,(at least,,pretending,,that guy),he,,puts my feet on the ground,,No matter that he,,stayed,with his woman,,he,,helped me,,a,,lot to Becime Religious,,but like he is,,two faced guy,,,i m sorry,,but i can not forget anyone I loved,,only love can replace love❤....i feel your pain...you must be,going through a wisdom hell...right now,,make peace,,with her in a heart...take,,What good is left....lots of relationships are not just pshysical and emotional..but spiritual and,,from God...im desperate like you are,,but,,trying to keep positive attitude,,,trying to accepting,,a,,pain-not a loss....is a,good thing...because a loss,,doesn't even exist!!understand?🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤
God's not opening doors,,jet....for me,,no job,,that.,that i was waiting for him 6years,,tells me bad stuff,,about me,,so i begine to sink...😔😢...he,,told,me im narcis,,and,,posessive,,and he is with another woman...i don't belive anymore,,,it was all lie,,my 6 years waiting Heart is broken...i want recover in Christ!!!please pray for me...he is also big religious man,,so i'm affraid of his words,,of that im gonna end up in mental institution again...(where have se meet 6,years ago...),,that i am narciss,,and,,why should i ever had a child,,like i wouldn be able take care of him...And,i wanted All that with him ,,and ,child ,also....😭😭😭😭😭
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