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Esther
Esther Pappert-Marshall
Esther

Prayer Request

A week ago today we got a call from England that my 36 year old daughter died in the hospital. The hospital gave no reason why she died. Since they could not explain a autopsy had to be done away from the hospital. First results in states that all of her organs were healthy. Our hearts are broken. By faith I know God is here with us, but I need to feel him. The past few days I have been angry with him, asking for his forgiveness for being angry. She has 3 beautiful children ages 5...12...and 16. The 12 year old has austism and keeps saying lets go get mum and bring her back to life. My daughter accepted Jesus when she was a young girl but over a year ago wondered if he really nwas the son of God. My husband counseled with her and she became angry and would not talk to us for awhile. Now we dont know if she is with him or not and God is being so silent. Losing a child tears your whole heart out. I have heard other people say no one knows what it does to you to lose a child. Now I hope no one ever feels this pain because I have lost family members in the past and this is the worst pain. Please pray for our whole family because I dont know how we will get through this. I am lost so lost. Pray that when all tests come back we will know what took our daughter. I heard the person doing the testing on her have said the hospital may have done something that caused her death by not treating the infection she went in with 8 weeks ago wrong. They keep saying she was too healthy to die.