Dont carry it let God carry it. Rest in his peace he will speak to you on what to do when the time is right. Remember sometimes no answer is an answer as well. Wait on the Lord cast your anxieties on him. You cant do it youre right but he can

Children can be very hard on a marriage especially in the beginning. Covid on top has to be hard. Praying for your family

Amen

I will pray for you to feel the pull of Gods love.