Fear and Anxiety are weapons of the enemy. Start saying the Jesus prayer. Jesus I trust in you. Over and over again.Make the sign of the cross on your children's forehead to Bless and seal them. Teach them to pray. You should all kneel down together to pray and thank God each and every day for absolutely everything he provides. Before meals we pray too Bless the food that nothing harms us.
Rely on God, give him your worries do you pray at least 15minutes a day, do you read his Holy word daily. God says the closer you draw to me the closer I draw to you. It will get easier the more you do it. You need only read a paragraph or two of his word.

Sounds like Spiritual warfare. Have your house blest with Sacramentals. Holy water, Blessed salt, Blessed oil. It will drive the demons out. Use the name of Jesus to cast out evil. Pray the Holy Rosary in your house evil can not stand it and will flee. Bless yourself often with the sign of the cross saying In the name of the father and of the son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Look up the blessings used in the old rite for Holy Water and Sacramentals then pray in the name of Jesus to Bless and have Faith. In the old rite these blessings also include exorcist prayers. Spray Holy Water in every room of house to drive out demons of the air in Jesus name. Never attempt to exorcise another person or you may do more harm then good as the demons can go from one to another. From your house get rid of all unclean things, pornography, tarot cards, astrology, anything used for divination, crystals, these are all connected to occult practices and witchcraft. Be very carefully when getting second hand goods as you don't know what they have been used for. Harry Potter Books a big no have real spells and demon names that should never be said. Twilight books anything like this is from darkness. Cleans we your house.

Offer this feeling to God to save souls. Pray for others to have a conversion of heart and repent. Pray for the innocent babies murdered everyday. Give it all to God. He will take it

This feeling your having offer it to God to save a soul. Pray for others and yourself, the little children sold into slavery. The innocent prisoners locked up for crimes they are innocent off. The Mass murders of innocent babies through abortion. See a Dr if the feeling persists. As we get older our bodies stop manufacturing serotonin and we can have a chemical imbalance. The only way to fix it is to put the chemical back in the body
Never be too proud to seek help. God made Drs to help us.

I remember learning you only ever get back in life in direct proportion to what you are willing to give. Drinking alcohol is a depressant. If you really want to get rid of this spirit of depression you will take responsibility for all the choices you are making that keep you on this merry-go-round. God is always answering prayer, but you are refusing to listen or make an effort. Try being totally honest with yourself. You created this and this is exactly where you have chosen to be, the only person that can change this is you. Until you are ready nothing will change.There are many blessings and graces stored up for you and your new life whenever you decide you want it. Many prayers have gone to heaven for you. You won't have peace if you take your life you will have eternal damnation burning in Hell. You keep choosing the easy path, that just ends up being painful. Solution, start praying to Our Blessed Mother, Jesus Mother, Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee, Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary Mother of God pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen. Repeat this prayer over and over again. These are the words spoken by the Angel Gabriel to Mary. This is a very powerful prayer that will build your willpower. Also God has assigned all of us a Guardian Angel from the moment of conception who chooses to love and pray and guide us. Speak to yuour guardian Angel and thank him for all the ways he has helped you and for not giving up on you and abandoning you. Be grateful you have so much help, but you are so busy feeling sorry for yourself your not seeing it. Also pray to St Michael the Ark Angel that cast Lucifer out of Heaven.
In the name of Jesus I call on you St Michael to defend us in the hour of battle, to protect us from the wickedness and snares of Satan and all the evil Spirits who roam the earth looking for souls to devour and drag to Hell.This is spiritual warfare and you need to put on the Armour of God through much prayer. These demonic spirits want your soul, and you to take your life and give it to them. Everytime you think this thought call on St Joseph, he is known as the Terror of Demons and Our Blessed Mother. St Joseph is the Foster father and protector of the Holy family. Almighty God assigned this mission to him and empowers him and Our Blessed Mother to protect us. All power comes from Almighty God and Father nothing happens without his AUTHORITY. Look up the Holy Rosary I pray it usually 3 times a day it is by far the most powerful weapon against the enemy. And don't forget to Bless yourself there is strength and power in the cross. You have much to learn but ask the Holy Spirit for the gift of knowledge and he will willingly give it to you. I feel a new life coming to you. It is your choice. Take it!