Dearest God,

Please remove and help me be resistant to any distractions in my life that is preventing me to lead a better and happier life. I humbly ask that you forgive me for my sins. I've had 2 termination of pregnancies that has caused me so much guilt to this day. I am so sorry for submitting into fear with the lack of support during that time which led me to that decision. Thank you for still giving me the opportunity to be a mother to my 2 sons. Please always keep them safe from harm.
Please also forgive me for submitting to my anger that resulted to an intervention order that I have breached because I had a difficult time accepting when my younger son told me that his dad would watch porn and then masturbate with him around. I've sent threats to harm which resulted in to a conviction. Thank you for your mercy that I have avoided jail.
I have gone through physical and mental abuse first with my dad then with both fathers of my children. My dad passed away 2 years ago and I have remained unattached /separated for 9 years now. Thank you for helping me overcome the trials in my life. I submit myself to you and my path to recovery. Please heal me completely from all my past hurts and trauma. Allow in me forgiveness and a grateful heart that I am still alive to have a second chance to live a happy and healthy life. Please help me to forgive completely those who have caused me pain and suffering. Please also help me forgive myself for the wrong choices I have made. Please guide me through the decisions and healthier choices I will be making for myself and my family. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen 🙏

Your devoted child,
Carla

Dearest God,

I have yet to receive my salary offer and contract from the real estate agency. I'm feeling anxious. The manager who interviewed me said I should hear from her by Thursday, which is today. I got a call from my job service provider that I have been accepted for the receptionist role yesterday afternoon just after 5pm. Please calm my nerves and help me be optimistic that I have been accepted and that all is well. In Jesus' name, Amen 🙏

Your devoted child,
Carla

Dearest God,

I sing praises to glorify Your name. Thank you Lord God for your mercy and favour that you have bestowed upon me. Finally after 8 months of tirelessly applying and praying, I got accepted to work part time as a receptionist at a real estate agency close to home. Praise you Father! Please be steadfast in your love for me that i may persevere with hard work and dedication, giving my 💯 % each and everyday to hopefully be granted more hours at work or be hired full-time. Thank you once more, in Jesus' name, Amen 🙏

Your devoted child,
Carla

Dearest God,

Please calm my nerves. I have a job interview this afternoon in the city. I haven't been to the city in years, and I'm a bit nervous that I might get lost and not get to my interview in time. Please guide my steps. I surrender to you my challenges for the day. Please orchestrate everything, especially transport times, make the bus come in time and alleviate all possible delays. Please also guide my way back home. I also lift up to you the whole interview process. I may have doubts and reservations regarding the company as I've read a couple of bad reviews from the internet but please make it a pleasant experience for me working for them. All this I ask in Jesus' name. Amen 🙏

Your devoted child,
Carla

Dearest God,

I come to you for strength, guidance and peace. Please be with me always specially during interviews so that i may have the confidence and the knowledge to answer the questions of my interviewer in a way that would satisfy their requirements for the job. Please guide me through and grant me your favour that I may be selected for the jobs that I have been applying for. Please help me find a job that I can thrive and mature in and one that i can enjoy. Please bless the people who I will be working alongside with. Please make them supportive and helpful as I learn and adjust to my new role. Please make us get along and enjoy working and learning from and with each other. Please give me the strength to persevere until i can be successful in finding a challenging and rewarding job that I would grow into and sustain my family's needs and alleviate us from poverty. Also, Lord, please help me find a carpet match so i could repair the part that my cat Neo has ripped off and have it repaired before the inspection on Tuesday 5th of September. All this I ask in Jesus name. Amen 🙏.

Your devoted child,
Carla