On February 7, 2019 my walk with The Lord became more significant than it has ever been. From that day up until now, I suffered from many things. Some of those things were anxiety attacks, panic attacks, over thinking, weight loss, loss of appetite, and chest pain/aches. Everytime I visited the ER they could never find anything. Over a period of time I grew mentally, physically, and emotionally tired, and almost spiritually. I called every pastor, preacher, and motivator I knew of to stand in the gaps with me spiritually and prayerfully. Until I was made aware that I wasn't reading my Bible to fulfill my life with the defense to shift those attacks/ demonic encounters. I started reading my Bible, manifesting healing over my life in the name of Jesus, rebuking the pain/trauma my flesh had become accustomed to, I begin to tell EVERYBODY/ANYONE my struggles, and falling asleep to the many YouTube sermons of Steven Furtick, Joel Olsteen, Bishop T.D. Jake's, and Sarah Jake's Roberts my life the defeat I once felt had turned more and more into power each day. To whomever you are that maybe going through something similar, or know of someone. It's only a phase that requires more JESUS and less of yourself/them. When it's your required time, just know he WILL NOT leave you alone. You are sure to lose the parts of you that's not like him, friends, family, and things the enemy thought he had in place to destroy you. I'm hear to say decrease in yourself so that The Lord can increase in your empty spaces.
It seems darkest just before dawn. There's a substantial blessing that has your name on it. Stay in faith Lucy!