Where r u! We are worried seriously! Love! Write something please! Jo

Thank you. Truly I even need this. God bless you and yours much love jo

Yes! Agreed. Amen

I hear you. God isn't always the bullet. The devil is the one who will put you here. I have been at this 30 years. It took 16 of them to get sober stop sabotaging myself. I did gain weight im fat. I have several terminal issues and I was gorgeous. I know exactly what you mean. But God helps when you ask the right questions and the devil is always trying to make you think its God. You have to find internal love. It's not easy but you just saying ok I'm doing today in 5 minute increments. So be it. You have to take the demon out of you. Love a rock care for it. The earth is healing. Don't give up. I have nothing to lose by giving it one more day. And do it for all of us as you have. You're fight makes me want to be better. May God show you the light and guide you so listen and look for his signs. Much love jo

I actually do understand and do hope you have a good day and you can say that you don't want to be unhappy I know I'm happy for nothing to happen on mine. Many blessings 🙏 jo