Been stressing for a while now and it doesn't help when I have nightmares at night when I sleep. I pray that this week will be a good week. Pray for my finals and my future. I hope that God can help me and stand by me.

Praying for the prayers that I have been praying for. Every struggle that I'm facing at the moment is just very tough on me, I just need some prayers right now, I just don't know what to do even when I let God take control of what will happen. Praying for the best.

I know that I have been writing and pray about this almost everyday, but I feel that I need these prayers. I have been praying everyday and that it seems like I am not getting my answers and help. I started to lose some faith last night and this morning, I felt that I really needed God's help and I just pray that God can help me in my time of need.

Minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day now it just feels like there is some distance between myself and this person. We use to have this connection and now it is just gone. This person means a lot to me and just recently it just seems like we are separating ourselves from each other. I pray that it can change and that better days will be there for us together. I also want to pray for ending this semester strong and transferring to a 4 year school so I can finish my education and get ready for the future. I pray for a better year and that this year is going to be one of the best years I had in a while. Letting God take control of my life seems a bit frustrating and difficult for me because sometimes I believe God isn't there to answer my prayers or even listen to them. At this current moment, I really hope that He can help me in my current situations.

Every day, every minute, every second, it just seems to be worst and worst for myself. I pray that things can get better such as my relationship with a friend. I really hope that our friendship can turn to be something more. I feel that she was put into my life for a reason and I feel that she was a sign. Recently, I've been getting the cold shoulder from her and she seems to not care. I know it may sound stupid to say this but I also feel that she looks down on me sometimes. I just hope that that changes. I also pray for school and my job search. Everyday it seems to be more stress and stress about both school and finding a job. I pray that I can finish this semester strong so that I can be a 4 year school next semester and also be finding a job that could fit in to my schedule during school, free time and studies.

It is so hard to control my emotions and everything, especially when my parents are constantly nagging me about where I am heading in life. I did plan out what I have and want to do but it just isn't enough for them. I'm trying my best and it sometimes doesn't seem like them understand. I know I screwed up in the beginning by not trying hard enough but at the same time I didn't really know what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. I pray that that now I may have a direction of where I want to go. Also, I want to pray for someone that I really like. Everyday that I have been talking to her and seeing her, I feel we have become closer. I developed these feelings for her and I never felt these strong feelings for anyone before, ever. She balances the traits that i lack and have and I feel that we support each other in that way. I pray that things can work out and that she is "the one" that I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Its been one stressful, tiring, and worrisome week for me. Been feeling extremely horrible myself and I broke down for a few days. It started when I didn't really know what the future lies for me. Thinking about it really scared me and that I thought of how I really screwed myself over the past years. If I didn't screw up, things would have been different. I feel that I wouldn't be in the current state I am now in when things went the way it was suppose to go. I also reflected that ever since I reconnected with this person, we have been getting closer and closer to each other and that I developed these really strong feelings for her. I feel that she is "the one" that I have been looking for. Every time we are around each other, I feel very happy and comfortable around her. She gets me on top of my things and that she is the person that puts a smile on my face. Recently, she has been giving me the cold shoulder and that her actions towards me isn't as friendly as to other people. I know that this isn't the best place to talk about it but I do feel that there isn't anyone that understand and cares for me like the way she does. I just pray that things can change and that she and I can support one another. I really hope things can work out.

It's been 2 days and I feel really horrible. Ever since Saturday, I have been feeling sad and depressed. That Saturday night, I have been thinking to myself "What am I doing with my life?" I feel like such a failure at life and that I needed to get away from people. As I started thinking about that, I also questioned myself "Is there such thing as love?" Besides being confused about my future, I was also thinking about a friend who I really like and I don't think she feels the same way about me. Every time I see her, I feel that she's the one. I pray and pray that she would feel the same way about me that I feel for her. She would comfort me and we hang and talk a lot just the two of us, until recently. She has been acting awkwardly and less friendly when we are hanging out. For about two weeks, I feel like she has been giving me the cold shoulder and all. I pray for that to change and that the future for the two of us is near.

Does true love exist? I am now beginning to wonder if there is such thing. For years, I've have been pushing people away and felt alone. For almost a year, I have been hanging out with someone whom I have not seen in ages and that I thought we can be really good friends. But about 2 months ago, I started to develop those certain feelings that I had never felt before. I've felt that she understands me more than anyone I have ever known. I really thought we connected. But just recently, our mutual friend told me that she doesn't see me as the type for her and that really brought me down. I just would like to pray for that to change because it hurts a lot inside and that no one has ever made me feel happy and great about myself if it wasn't for her. She brings out the best in me and she's there for me when I am down and vice versa. I just hope that can be changed. I know that it might sound silly that this is something I would like to pray for, but since I have somewhat of a connection problem with people, she is the one that I don't seem to have a problem with and that I hope that she feels the same way as I feel about her.

I've been have been having "certain" thoughts again in my life. I am hoping for change and that these changes can start immediately. Also, I have been having these feelings for someone but not sure if she has the same feelings for me. I really hope that it will work out because I really do feel that she is the one that understands me the most. Praying for it to work out. Also I want to pray for things that i have been constantly praying for and that I hope those prayers will come true.