Dear Paul, I know how you feel and i pray you and all of us who are feeling that same way Idk how to fix it I hope we all find the purpose :(

sending prayers nobody can tell you what to do but id seek a women's shelter id never go back to a man who killed a pet no way :( im so sorry :( RIP sweet baby .. he's capable of anything find a women's shelter in your area you will be better off !! you are in my prayers