I am so depressed I just wish my life would just end. I can't take much more I am probably going to lose my job and I took a big pay cut to do it and can barely make it on that but I am doing it and I'm basically the only one with any real income my husband hasn't had any in years I can't seem to find a new job that is full time I was a nurses aide but I know this is going to be frowned upon but I don't want the vaccine I saw too much when I worked in the nursing home and my home life is awful I just can't take much more I do everything in this house and I live with my daughter and grandkids I feel like a maid she doesn't help with anything at all I'm not trying to get sympathy I just need God to please help me give me a reason to want to be happy give me the strength to go on it is the time of year for miracles. and right now I really need one cause right now I see no real reason I pray for this in Jesus Name Amen