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Jill
Jill Shoemaker
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Aug 20, 2021

Prayer Request

I am still homeless. My boyfriend that was not so concerned when the landlord threw me out of our house while in the hospital, is now being told that he needs to get his stuff out is now trying to get all the help that the housing people denied me See he is still in the house, and I am homeless. This wave of covid relief money is to stop eviction and I am already homeless. They may offer it to me later but he and the landlord (his friend) are planning on splitting the money. so they will be flush with money, while I am still struggling with homelessness. I am 54 and this is a nightmare. I have a really bad liver due to disease from blood transfusions when i gave birth at 18 that disease is gone. cured for a decade, but left with cirrhosis of the liver and bad kidneys. I do not even drink. I am lost out here. Why am i still talking to him? My two elderly mini dachshunds DIgger and Cujo are still in the backyard at the house. I have to get them back as they are no longer allowed inside and they are used to me being there. They have not been away from me like this ever and it is all I can do to suck it up and not freak out when the landlord sends word for me to know he is going to carry them to be murdered at the high kill shelter.

Because i get a buildup of toxins in my body that settle in my brain, I get something called hepatic encephalopathy, I have had it bad about 4 times and this time they said my blook pressure was low and they refused to let me fall asleep as they rushed to get my electrolytes balanced. I was very ill and could have easily died. It is scary but it looks like I am drunk or on some strong drugs. I do not remember most of what happens but I see and hear things that are not there and I do not realize they are not real. the landlord got mad at me before this and just assumed (like anyone that has not had this) i was drunk and disrespecting him and his wife. I just do not know what i did and the man says I should learn how to talk to his friends and his friends wives but I was not in control. It appears that i am just being dramatic and so i get the misunderstanding but when someone doubts me i get really upset

I do not know what to ask for in prayer but please pray for me. God is the only real help I have in all of this. I am up for a really good job because I am not messed up in my mind right now and i really need it. I have been in this extended stay since Wednesday thanks to the St Vicent De paul catholics and i have until 12 pm on the 25th to get more money for this (ihave been working odd jobs for money but will not get paid until the 27th) if I do not find somewhere to go or pay for more days here i have no car so i am destitute for only a short time but it is a critical time. i have not been able to get straight on all of this because of the stress please pray for God to show me what to do in plain easy to understand language I am not able to get my meds yet and i need easy to understand. Thanks for reading this.