Please pray that I find peace in my life. I have always been a happy person, the one everyone always sees laughing. However that hasn't been me for over 3 months now.
My husband of 18 years (together 22) decided it was time to separate. It was completely unexpected. Sure we had problems but who doesn't after that long. I don't even know who I am anymore. I went from living with my parents to living with him. I went from a high school student to a wife.
I then find out that even though he isn't talking to me that he is still talking to people in my family and some of my friends. Although I guess after that long they can be considered his family too. Its just so hard. We also have a 17 yo son together and of course he talks to his dad so its not like I can just write him out of my life.
Its just so hard. I thought this was the man I was supposed to grow old with and now I scared I will be alone for ever. I am tired of all the crying I just want to be happy again.

Thank you to God for being there for me and thank you to everyone who has prayed for me so far. I ask that you continue to pray. I am so depressed. My husband of almost 18 years (together for 22) left 3 months ago. I found out from a family member recently that he says its for good an there is no hope of reconciliation. I have been with him longer than on my own. We met in high school and I went from living at my parent's to his house. I don't know any other way in life. We also have a 17 yo son who I know is confused in this time. I am constantly calling out to God over the situation and my depression but I could use all the help I can get in joining me in prayer.

I ask for prayers to lead me out of the pit I am in. My husband of almost 18 years (together for 22) left 2 months ago. I found out from a family member yesterday that he says its for good an there is no hope of reconciliation. I have been with him longer than on my own. We met in high school and I went from living at my parent's to his house. I don't know any other way in life. We also have a 17 yo son who I know is confused in this time. On top of this I suffer from MS and I'm not sure what my insurance situation will be in the next few months.

I have made it to the point that I just want to give up. I cry out to Jesus constantly. I am so tired of the tears and don't know how much longer I can go on like this.