Lord Jesus Christ please forgive us all and save us all Lord

Most of my life is a disappointment. I'm pitiful, nothing seems to go right in life and with God. I wonder why I'm here. It was better off that I didn't even exist. I would have no worries about the future, no depression, I wouldn't let God down, and I wouldn't be a burden to others. Things would just be that simple. I just hate life. It always has to be complicated.

Lord Jesus I come before you asking for forgiveness. I know most of my life I didn't live my life for you and failed to meet you're expectations. Lord Jesus please make me holy and please forgive me for my wrongdoings. Please have mercy on my soul and I'm asking if you can please save my family members.

Lord Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father God please have mercy on my soul. Just simply asking. Please help me to turn from my wicked ways and help me to change my backslidden nature.Im asking if you can shower You're mercy on me and influence my mind hard that I'll turn away from sin. I can admit I'm praying because I'm still addicted to certain things of this world that you go against. Please help me God and please reign you're mercy on me.