They are are surrounding you, they are angels of light and love! Whenever you feel that warm comforting feeling know that your loved ones are near including Sandy! Don't fret we'll all be together soon someday anyway ..in the meantime they're still with you spiritually speaking! Don't fret God loves you he doesn't want to see you suffering in pain and Agony so just let it all go let it go let go let God let go then trust in God!❤
LOVE is for Alcohol... He is putting you through hell in the name of Booze. Maybe you should pray to have the strength to leave him. End the marriage instead of letting him destroy it. Also, please get the book "Co-dependent no more" by Melody Beatty. It will help you immensely and give you the knowledge, strength and support you need to put yourself first, not the marriage. PS maybe if you leave him it will wake him up and then realize he'll realize he needs to get sober ?? God bless you and your husband. Please find wisdom and blessings from HEAVEN ABOVE. GOOD LOVES YOU BOTH.
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1 Corinthians 6:10 ESV
Nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.