I am not here to judge you but I thought you might like to know how things worked out for me. I was living with my fiance' too and things just weren't going too well, even though we were both sober, working and doing our hardest to do things right. One day the Lord told me that fornication, or sex outside of marriage was something he frowned upon. Once my husband and I were married we began to be so blessed. We now own our own home on a full acre of property with a mortgage that we can afford praise God! We have been together for over 15 years but only married since 2012, 7 years.