Thank you for your prayers .I feel so ashamed for causing sadness to my family ,if I would have just get married when I was younger age non of that would have happened .I have tried everything don’t know what to do anymore I turned 45 and don’t have any money .I was never been in situation like this before .Where do I get money from ? What can I do ? What do I do with my husband ? Where can I go if I don’t have money ? I really want my own kids