You are going thru what I went thru with my father passing unexpectedly in the garden of his home. Thank God that we know exactly where our parents are and they are enjoying themselves too! It is only us down here that go thru the grief of losing them and not having their presence in our lives, but dont worry for we will be reunited in a little while! Jesus will call us up with the sound of a Trumpet halleljuah! We are going to have the greatest celebration that there ever was! The Marriage Super of the Lamb!!!
Maybe your husband should follow the passion that is in his heart? What is the desire thats within his heart? What makes him mad, what does he comment or complain about the most! These are clues to what he should be doing next.. It may be that God wants Him to use other giftings and talents that he has within. He needs to follow his heart and not his mind to fulfill Gods will for him.
You could start the questioning process then write it down to come up with the ideas....pray beforehand too that the Will of God for your husband will be revealed. I will pray for your success!!
One final comment - it could be that hes to start his own business(?)
Cast ALL your cares on the Lord with regards to your son. Release your son to GOD, for it is the Lord that will change him and not you! Dont try to change him, but only encourage, but also go into your closet and PRAY IN TONGUES for him for the Holy Spirit will pray the perfect will of God for him. I pray that your Son will be encouraged and lifted up by another man around his age who he can confide in and be led into a more spiritual life in Christ Jesus! We bind that spirit of anger also in Jesus name!
Have the healing you paid for on the Cross manifest in Anonymous's life now in Jesus name. Panic disorder and gerd sounds like some of your issues are stemming from your digestive system so you can likely benefit from getting some Lactobacillis type probiotics and for the acid reflux try digestive enzymes for a week or 2. I pray for her Mom and her dog as well - meet their needs in a personal way and heal them if needed too, in Jesus name, amen!
Just remember that whenever someone turns away from you and rejects you like that there is one that sticketh closer than a brother! Look at Proverbs 18:24 Psalm 27:10 Psalm 56:11 to get an idea of Gods heart for you, for He loves you thoroughly, immeasurably and unconditionally! He is drawing you to Himself thru this and longs to have sweet communion with you so pour your heart out to Him. He can take all the good, the bad and the ugly in your life and He will still be crazy in love with you!! You are His Favourite and the very apple of His eye.
It is something hard you are going through right now and I know the feelings, so I will hold you and your husband up in prayer. I sense you need to let your husband go so he can then find out that he does love and miss you.
I ask Lord that you will get Kim-Hokia's husband the job he was meant to do for You!! Use all the gifts and talents that you have put in him so that the work would be easy and a delight to do! It is obvious to me that your husband has a wonderful calling on his life! Be Blessed for God is with you!! His plans for you all are good!!
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I pray Lord that you will give Ingrid the power and the knowledge and ability to Guard her heart and shut down all the doors that the enemy is using to keep her depressed and dumbed down. You have a higher calling from God and thats why you are under attack! Shut down and close off every avenue that the devil is using against you and hide yourself in the secret place of God and read the New Testament instead. Build yourself up by reading Romans, Ephesians and Galatians. See what God says about you instead of what the world says. I ask Lord that you would give Ingrid encouragement, wisdom and discernment and new friends that will build her up and support her. Remember God Loves You and will never leave or forsake you! He has only GOOD plans for you, so chose the good that He will supply.