No, I will never pray that God ends you Flossy. Instead I pray that you feel his love and that your depression eases and that life becomes better for you. I know it all seems pointless just now but things will get better for you. You have been through so much - I pray you find the strength to see this difficult time through to happy times ahead. 💕

I’ve felt that way too Flossy in the past. You’re a good person and God is within you. You can do this Flossy. Life is too short for regrets. Praying for you Flossy. 💕

Our God does exist Flossy- I know it and I feel it. He loves you just as he loves me. He is there within you- feel his love. We are messengers of God trying to help you help yourself out of this terrible situation you are in. We have all had a crisis of faith at one time or another. When my twin sister took ill I prayed to God every day not to let her die but she suffered for a year or more before she finally died aged. Only 12. Her suffering stopped when she died and I too lost my faith in God for a long time but then years later he blessed me with an amazing daughter who was so like my twin in every way possible and I learned to live and to love and to have faith again. You can overcome your struggles Flossy. I have faith in you. I pray that you manage to kick your addictions and love the happy life that is waiting for you. People care about you. God cares.💕