Feeling sorry for myself. Feeling down on my self. I know I am not supposed to walk by feeling but by faith. I have faith. But I do not know how to ignore how I feel. I was a drug addict for most of my life so feelings have been what I thrive on. I dont know how to overcome this loneliness and depression or be excited about anything. Its overwhelming sadness and feeling alone. I belive God about what is to come i am just discouraged by how I feel. I don't what to do about it but it feels like its up to me to deal with and I dont know how. I feel alone with my loneliness.

I am overwhelmed with loneliness and brokenness. I build up expectations. I have been waiting. I am so sad and confused