Papa God. Thank you for Your goodness.
Papa God, I am getting frustrated. I don't want to feel that I am a failure, cause I am. I don't want to feel any regret, but I do. I'm really confused of what I am feeling. I feel so frustrated in my life. For not fulfilling what my mom wants me to be. I feel so down and she always made me feel guilt and failure in all my ways. 'm hurt
Every time I'm down, everytime I have a problem I always blame myself for everything. I have full of regrets that up to the point that I wanna give up and loose hope. I always find ways for me not to give up. I am trying really hard. But sometimes I really don't know what to do. I feel hopeless and helpless. The thing the only one thing I am praying for is that huge miracle in life. Winning that thing is a big hope for me. Please God. In Jesus Name! Amen!