Papa God. I can still remember way back, when I always dreamt of being like my mom, being so rich. I dreamt so high that I promise to myself that I will help those who are in need, those who are helpless and would help them in no return. Now, I don't know why it feels like all had fallen apart, all that dream was just a dream that it didn't came true. I feel so frustrated and down for I am the one who's asking, begging because at my age, I feel that I am failure. Nevertheless, that I still feel your mercy and grace. Forgive me if I feel this way, I feel so helpless that I cannot help those people that I promise that I'll help them when I grow old. I am not losing hope that one day, my prayers will be answered, I am praying for me to win that thing. Perseverance to pray for that huge miracle in life. Holy spirit help. In Jesus Name! Amen!!!