My Lord Jesus Christ and My Guardian Angels, I am a GODS CHILD and I need to Work on My Marriage with My Husband but I always get nervous and say things I shouldn't. I truly have a REMARKABLE Husband who tolerates Me each and everyday(That is Love) and I need to show him LOVE and AFFECTION back but I do NOT know what is holding me back, honestly. I want GOD to remove all the negative People and those who are Devilish, TODAY is going to be a new day. GOD, I am such a Beautiful Person inside and out and I do NOT give myself any credit and I knock myself down all the time. Honestly, I always feel like I am on the defensive side where I always feel like I am being attacked and I am not, which I got to realize that. I am back talking to my ex boyfriend but I am done with him and will block him from my Phone and work HARD on My Marriage, Have Children, Have a Home, and make a LIFE and FUTURE for My Kids. My Lord Jesus Christ, when I tell My Husband I do NOT want Kids it's because I do NOT feel like I would be a great Mother and also I am scared of giving Birth part, I do NOT know why. Like My Mom says, "Many Women go through it and if it wasn't bad, nobody would have Babies" and that is true, wish I would realize that. My Lord Jesus Christ, GOD AS MY WITNESS THAT I WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AND WORK ON MY MARRIAGE BECAUSE I KNOW I LOVE MY HUSBAND, WHEN WE FIRST STARTED DATING I WAS HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM AND STILL AM. My Lord Jesus Christ, today is a new day and will block those who are bad news! Give me an AMEN! AMEN!
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