think im about done. pray that God doesnt allow my unfaithfulness to affect anyone else

I’ve been struggling with sleep for years now. It started with not being able to sleep to insomnia and now I can sleep but my internal clock is messed up. I find myself going to sleep at 6am and waking up at 3pm.. I have tried before numerous tunes to fix this but I am losing faith. I ask the lord to please allow me to go to bed at 12pm everynight as a permanent fix.Thanks ♥️