I’m saddened to hear your words speak It May seem as though your world may be crumbling or falling down but it isn’t and it won’t !!! Never Ever give up Hope God hearts your prayers He sure Does!!! All the people writing to you want you to be happy and well there’s nothing wrong with seeking help it’s just a person like any other that will understand and try and make you realize life isn’t so bad and in time you will see that also It’s okay we all get in a funk at times but in time you will heal You are in my prayers and God will give you the strength and the courage to pull through!!! God Bless ❤️