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Fernando
Fernando Garza
Fernando
Fernando Garza
Feb 27, 2022

Prayer Request

Heavenly Father if your seeing this I’m not in a good spot in my life I first off like to thank you for my dad getting back home and he’s out of the hospital for me at 17 it was hard for me but I’m glad he’s back home and healthy I hope he can stay that way and I am not a good spot in my life how my mom is right now I honestly don’t know who my mom is anymore taking her meds and sleeping all day worries me and her high school friend Roland tries to help her but she can’t stop doing it we are trying our best we can to help her but she still does it Roland motivates her to stop but she still denies it saying she doesn’t do it I’m stuck doing all the stuff taking care my 1 year old nephew making him breakfast and changing his dirty diapers my mom is asleep while I’m doing all the stuff it hurts me how my family is I hope my family can be better people to her but idk what to think of her anymore that’s not the mom I know I don’t want my mom to be like that anymore I wish she could of stopped a long time ago but I’m not alone doing this Roland was a recovery one who been through that and motivates my mom not to do that especially why he been through but she still does it I just wish she could be better and not doing that stuff anymore I wish she can stop I wish she can so I don’t have to be scared of this anymore I don’t want to deal with this anymore I don’t want my brother to get in this because it will make me sad if he gets involved in it especially he’s the oldest and cares about my mom I don’t want him to make us move away from everything that makes me happy I don’t want that but my mom has to stop from it if she can stop then I would be happy from it but in the end i don’t know I hope she can be better and drug free and medicine free and no more overdosing especially me at 17 years old I don’t want to deal with this lord. Please father have me have a better week ahead of me I hope it can be better I’ll know your with me your never gone and I’ll be positive and to hopefully have a great week I’ll see what you have and store for me and I’ll trust you with all of my heart father I love you father in Jesus name I hope for better things. AMEN 🙏🏽💕