Dear Jesus, I have spent the holidays alone every year of my life. I have met a wonderful man, but we are not together. If it is your will please let it happen, let him be the one that grows old with me. Or if there is another, guide us together. Please hear me, my heart is hurting, I don't want to hurt anymore. Amen.

Dear Jesus, life hasn't been kind to me in the passing years, please guide us back together, I don't want to lose him.

Dear Jesus, Alec was put in my life for a reason, and I fell hard for him. Please don't take that away from me. My heart can't take anymore breaks. Use me as a tool to strengthen his faith again and bring us back together. Please heal our relationship and not let it waste.

My heart was shattered 70million ways, I can't take anymore. Please pray that I can heal and things go good for me.

The lymph node under my arm is swollen, the pain is immobilizing. Please pray that it heals so I can properly work again.