Dear Jesus, please don't take him from me, he makes my heart happy. After all the heartbreak and loss I've gone through in the last few years, I can't take anymore pain. My heart is weak and not as healthy as it once was, but I want to be able to love someone for whatever is left in it. Please strengthen our bond, guide us back together. Amen.

Dear Jesus, I have spent the holidays alone every year of my life. I have met a wonderful man, but we are not together. If it is your will please let it happen, let him be the one that grows old with me. Or if there is another, guide us together. Please hear me, my heart is hurting, I don't want to hurt anymore. Amen.

Dear Jesus, life hasn't been kind to me in the passing years, please guide us back together, I don't want to lose him.

Dear Jesus, Alec was put in my life for a reason, and I fell hard for him. Please don't take that away from me. My heart can't take anymore breaks. Use me as a tool to strengthen his faith again and bring us back together. Please heal our relationship and not let it waste.