I have very unintentionally hurt a cherished friend possibly irreversibly, which is more than my heart and spirit can take. He is deeply hurt and I don’t even think he’s aware of it. I have also been hurt but I’m not worried about me I’m worried about what I have done. It’s too late to fix our friendship that has been made clear BUT he doesn’t deserve to be harmed by my inconsiderate words that I did not mean and said out of fear. I am humbly and desperately seeking prayer - God knows his name. I just want him restored to before I hurt him. The pain is more than I have ever felt. Please pray for fruits of the spirit for me and for Gods grace and forgiveness. I CANNOT fix what I’ve done. My attempts to reconcile only make things worse and pushes him further away and leaves me in a space where I have no person on this earth I can communicate in any meaningful way with. Thank you from my heart the Bible says where two or more pray in my name I am there declares the Lord and he is close to the brokenhearted and the crushed in spirit. That’s all I know.