Hello, im Jorida and I need help.
I know the Lord from 4 years, the first two were amazing like an honeymoon I would say, but later I went into backsliding. Felt bad about it but the more I sinned the more I felt hopeless and ashamed and unworthy to kneel and pray. I couldn’t receive forgiveness. I have received it now but the first love the first fire is not here as it used to be. I don’t understand the Bible and I don’t have the same excitement I used to have. I need help I need to be refreshed stirred up and filled with the Holy Spirit.
I want to know God I don’t want to doubt Jesus and I want to love him with all my heart l, please pray for my hardened heart to melt. I used to shed tears in every song and praise for the Lord I need that deep love we used to have I hugged the air and yelled God I love you Father, I used to adore everything he did, how did I become this futile cold thing I don’t know but I repent and I wish I could go back.
Please pray to God that he will restore me to the former state and keep me closer and stronger and don’t allow me to fall back again never. Thank you all and may the Lord bless you and keep you and may the Almighty make his face shine upon you and may you dwell always in his arms of love, in Jesus name 🙏 Amen