Dearest Lord, may you give my heart and mind the sanity and peace i wanted in my life. That this doubts i have had with my lover be off my chest. May you soften his heart and love me with all honesty and respect. he knows I'm weak and vulnerable when it comes to people i value. I hope he wont play and toy with my feelings..coz even if he had, i will still forgive Him and take him as my man. He may not be perfect and me to Him..but i am hoping that the relationship we have is for real and both find happiness in each other. That he will reveal all his character , good and bad to me, coz i will still hope and pray and accept him as Him. I've been a mess before because of Love. And still not loosing hope to believe in Love. Yet i never prayed this much of a person except Him and my family. I dont know if it is because it will break pieces of me that i collected long before. I even forgot to pray for myself all this time..coz i keep praying for the people i care most, they're my reasons to live Lord and the cause of my happiness. I can do things when my heart is full of Love from them.. Spare my heart this time, i know it isnt right..but may i found joy to the man i prayed most and sincerely asked for. Help me oh Lord, that he will found himself too choosing me at the end of the day and love me more than i can offer. I give my all, baring my soul and my heart because you've taught me how to Love with no boundaries. This i pray to you and thanking you for listening. Amen