Well lord my gut instinct says I have some things going on in my body that need me to do some hard work on quitting my habits. Lord I feel weak and I'm not being able to quit anything and I really don't want to die so young lord I have so much to live for and learn and do and experience and give by believing in you lord . I am asking you to please make a miracle for me to actually quit and not run when someone or something is not the way I want it. Important to me that I have a chance to do something in my life that is life changing for not only me but for another person going through the same thing I do. I'm scared I am not scared to die cause I know u will be there . I'm scared to go to soon I want to live and experience life without anything that causes harm to me . Oh lord forgive me and work in my life and body with the holy spirit to heal me from the addiction 🙏 😞 I love u and trust u and ur will not mine be done. In Jesus name amen .