I am going thru My third time with Oral Cancer and this time it was in My Jawbone,,so They cut it out and put in a free flap from My neck and a Titanium Plate to replace the bone They removed,,,,ICU for 2 Days and 7 more Days in the Hospital. The stitches didn't hold so 4 weeks later I had Surgery to restitch it. Waiting to start Radiation and once again the stitches didn't hold so after 6Weeks of Radiation I will be going into Surgery to remove the Plate andI don't know how They can fix Me,,,,,,Please if You find it in Your Heart to say a Prayer for Me that the Cancer will be all gone and They can come up with a plan to put Me back Together so I can eat and dance with My Son at His Wedding in September.
I am afraid that I have Mouth Cancer after two surgerys and I can't quit smoking,,,,I have had a Heart attack already and have My first Grandbabies on the way this year,,,,I want to live to be here for Them.....It's gonna take a Miracle for Me to stop,,,I don't have what it takes to quit,,,I truely don't,,,,,I need some Prayers,,,,,,,:'(
I had smoked two packs of cigerettes a Day for over 45 years,,,,thru having 3 Children and Two Marriages. One Heart attack and Two Pre-cancer surgeries weren't enough to get Me to stop,,I Loved smoking,it was My Best Friend and couldn't even fathum quiting. Well,,,,I have wanted to be a GrandMother for so many years and began to think it wasn't going to happen for Me,,when Two of My Sons and DIL's announced They were Both expecting three months apart from each other,,,,,Whew :) This was all happening so fast this year,,then in October I had a biopsy in My mouth that came back positive for Oral Cancer. I had to go on thru the births of My Grandbabies and Thanksgiving and My Family as My surgery was on Dec. 28th and I didn't want to spoil or ruin all the Births and Holidays for Them,,,,,I had the surgery that included skin grafts and 5 days in the Hospital came home New Years Eve. and I have never touched or craved a Cigerette since the Day of My surgery! I know this isn't Me doing this for sure,,,,I never had will power or the desire to quit so I know this has to be Devine intervention from Someone above,,,,,,,so that I will be here for some time to Love and spoil these Precious Grandbabies that I finally got! <3
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