Please pray for my marriage. My husband is a narcissist. His father had bi polar and was a very mean man. My husband and his twin have absolutely no empathy or caring for anyone but themselves. My mother is also a narcissist and bi polar. I have started counseling to deal with the trauma of my life. I cannot handle the anger, self-entitlement, big headed, mean, non caring comments any longer. I try to hold my tongue but . I lost it today at lunch because he was taking bad about our daughter and son I law. He talks bad about our son and daughter in law. I ask NOTHING from him. I do things on my own, pay my own stuff. Cook my own meals because years ago he said I was too controlling when I asked him to please stop drinking. He was drinking very heavily. I am sad. I am not happy in my marriage and haven’t been in a very long time. We have 2 children and 4 grandchildren. I want to be happy. I want to feel loved. I want someone to notice they made me sad and upset and feel sorry for doing so. I have never had love, true love. I crave it. I need it. I know god loves me. It is by Gods grace I am still willing to try. Please! Please! Pray god touched his heart and knows I am sad and I need his love.
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