I know in the state where I live, there is a mentoring program for small businesses. Maybe there might be one in your state as well. I hope this helps. God bless you.

These people should be able to help you in your grief. I am so sorry for your loss.

I don't know where you live but you can reach out to the mental health association in your state and you can also reach out to nami in your state. They should be able to help you so that you're not alone. I work in this field so I know of the places were families can turn to for help. God bless you and your son.