Good afternoon, I know who and what my God is and I keep praying but I also do get tired and feels that I am just bound to keep on struggling and not suppose to get out of my current situation. I am a single mom, after my divorce we decide to try again, this is not my childrens dad, we moved to a new town and therefore I resign my job and he gave me allowance every month. after a lot of prayers he stop drinking and that was a true miracle for me, we were retrenched sometime ago and we had to sequestrate ourselves after that, I struggling to get a job because everybody these days to credit checks ever to employ one, I found out that my last born went through some stuff with this man and he also start to drink again, I need one angel one miracle that will be able to help me, I need a loan but does not want it to be free I will pay this loan back every month with a contract and I cant get this on my own name therefore I need an angel, somebody that understand what it is to be rock bottom and just need to get help to get back on my feet again, I got a work in the meantime and will be able to bring my part but I need to clear my name and get myself out of the cutters and start fighting for what is right and for my children also. I know that somewhere God has something waiting for me and someone waiting to help me. this is really a cry for help because if I could done this all by myself I would have. Please are there still people out there that believe all in life is not scams and bad because I have been scammend so many times and that because people know that I need this miracle and used the circumstances to there own benefit. I know life and all people are not always bad and evil, please are there somebody or a organisation that will be able to help me I am on my knees please and off course I need a lot of prayers because without that we are lost.