I ask that you pray for my sanity. I have been with a verbally abusive man for 5 years. We are married but do not have any children together. We just split up again tonight, but I fear that it will not last. He keeps coming back into my life and begging for forgiveness, but then soon after he does the same thing. He is very insecure and blames me for unspeakable things that I cannot mention. I have never cheated on him. I have been a very faithful wife, but he doesn't believe me. I have caught him being very flirtatious with women and he sometimes goes to the bars. I do love him but I cannot continue to put myself or my children through this. I have always forgiven him because I thought that it was the right thing to do. But now I can see that I am just wasting my time. I know that God has bigger plans for me, and I cannot spread my wings unless I'm away from my husband. He knows a lot about the bible. He used to walk with God, but now its all knowledge and no action. Sometimes I think that he is the devil himself. I keep thinking that things will get better. They haven't. I guess what I am truly seeking prayer about is help me let go. I need to let go. And he needs to let go of me. Please pray that for me. Thank you, and God bless.
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