for the challenges that my family and I are experiencing. though we are privileged for G-d to show His power in our lives through some of these horrific trials, sometimes the pain ,,,,physical and em0tional.... is an awful lot to bear...with the reminder that He DOES allow more than we can handle....but never more than HE can handle.
with many many serious health issues, and a whole lot of other "stuff" as a result, my home of 37yrs is being threatened to be foreclosed on as the servicer decided that my modification should be $300 more per month than what i receive from disability....forget any other things i may need money for....they lied and said there would be NO problem getting a federally funded remortgage which normally are issued for a longer term and lower interest rates and an amount based on a 1/3 of your monthly income.....that sure doesn't work out to that $1300/month.
emotionally and psychologically, my dream was to die in my home...and as it came very close a few times in the last few years, it may not be that far off....but it would kill me losing my home....not my house...my HOME...where children were created by G-d, and birthed and nurtured...and many were welcomed to feel the peace and calm that this home just oozes with.....G-d's presence is almost able to be touched....
i am doing my best to trust in the One whose home this really is...that He has allowed so many to be blessed with for so many years...and that i always believed would be my final breath taken within. there has got to be a way but all the leads that i've been given don't help me...
i would so appreciate prayer...as selfish and petty as it may sound to someone else, it goes far deeper than losing a house....it is also MY place of refuge and security and safety....and my home given me until my FINAL destination is calling for me!!!
thank you...
tara
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