3 hours ago I asked for a prayer about my uncle passing away and just got help with my faith.. I get home to find out my boyfriend has Covid. We all live together my mom grandmother sisters & dad.. my moms doctor has told her before with her asthma being so bad that if she got it she would probably die.. we can’t work for 14 days and that means literally on Christmas Day it will be 14 days since his positive test.. that doesn’t include all of us.. Our landlord is already calling and asking for rent and we’re we’re already struggling. He has so much money he doesn’t need it.. he knows my mother is sick she is having radiation on a brain tumor. but Now we literally could lose everything. We haven’t even turned our heat on this year because we just didn’t have the money so we’re just making do with what we have. My cousins babies can not get this virus. She is already sick she has wolf hirsschhorn syndrome. I am lost for words. I literally can’t take anymore. I feel like I’m losing everything I’m seeking god I just need help I need answers. Maybe god just is trying to show me to lean a little more towards my faith but I really don’t know how much I can handle until I break .. I’m already there I know I’m broken. This year is the worst one yet.. I feel like I’m dying in a selfish world that nobody understands me!! Where is he I need him most right now!!!!!!
Please pray for my family..please pray for me. I’m just really struggling. I’m questioning god and heaven.. I know that may sound so dumb to someone but all I’ve ever known is Jesus and god and heaven. I’ve never looked into anything else and I never will! My uncle passed away he fought a long hard battle with cancer, the first time he beat it and he got a second round. he was in the hospital for 3 months.. on the day he was supposed to go home he fell and hit his head. I’m really bothered by he may not have passed peacefully. I’m questioning why he let him fight so hard to take him away. I know he knew Jesus he was such a great hearted man and I know he was tired.. maybe I’m selfish for grieving like this or asking for him forever I never thought I’d see this kind of day for me especially me not believing gods plan, but it’s just so much. I have so much on me. Trying to bury him is as hassle. We have no money he had no life insurance we have nothing. We’ve tried setting up a Go fund me page on my Facebook page and really we need a miracle. Just giving him his wishes is all I want to do. I am broken and shattered. I don’t know where to go from here. I just need gods answers I need him to show me what this plan was and what he needs me to do. I need him most right now. I need him to provide as much as he can I need answers. I just want to ask but I’m just so low with my faith at this point. I just need help.. please help me
I'm going through a really hard time. Every one of my friends are turning I me. I have my guy friends. But I'm having to hold all of my feelings in. It's all on my shoulders. I got heart broke and I'm still hurt its been a month and a half since I've talked to him! An I'm still not okay. I want him to just be here. I didn't just loose a guy that I loved. I mainly lost my best friend! And I can't handle it nomore. It's just one thing on top of another everyday. I'm trying my best for everybody. I cry myself to sleep every night. Everything is happening at once in these past couple months. It started with my grandfather dying. And since then every single thing has been worse! Please Pray For Me. ❤
will you pease pray for reese martin he is my teachersa son and he has cancer please pray 4 him!
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