I am so numb an feel so lost and have for over 10 years and I can't figure out why. I lost my children and three years later found out that I had a massive brain tumor in May of 2011 the Doctor informed me it had been growing for over 15+ years. My son Neil showed up to the hospital a week later moved back home graduated and went on to college the a year an a half later died. I have been numb and lost ever since and haven't picked up my bible since. I am so tired of hearing I am Job and everything I have been through since birth is a testimony... Ya to who? I talk to God I just won't feed on his word and feel he just let go of me an Satan has taken hold, I am requesting prayer to find my way back. Thank you

Because of everything I have been through my heart is hardened and I feel so lost. Please pray for my eyes to be opened to what is going on inside of me which is holding me back from being all I can be for God and that my heart be healed.

My faith is always being challenged with many trials please pray that the Lord place a hedge of Angels around me and my family. Thank you so much and May the peace and grace of God our father and the Lord Jesus Christ be with you and all our brothers and sisters everywhere