I feel this dark cloud over me. My ex still haunts me almost 6 months on, and I can't let go of the fact he is living a happy life already with the next girl, while I am still here haunted by the pain he caused (he was an avoidant). I just want to live my life, I want to do my own thing. It is so unfair. Why do people who hurt me get to live a happy life while I am stuck in pain and fixing the horrible things they did to me?
Please pray so this dark cloud is lifted. I don't think I can take it much longer. I'm scared, I have no friends, nothing.

Please pray for my peace. I was broken up with horribly 2 months ago, and I still can't get the person out of my mind, and I keep feeling so much anger and resentment. Please pray so I can get some rest and peace from the torture of the memories. I jsut want to live my life and move on. I am tired.

Please pray for me so that I could make the right choice as to where I want my life to go and please pray that I would get back closer to God and that I could return to Him in obediance. Thank you. May God bless you.