it will be okay and he will take an interest in working for an emergency services type job, but thats like a couple of years away.
Dont put a time limit on what god has to do for you in your life. Don’t have set expectations of how you want your happiness to be delivered. You may see your pathway going a certain way but remember only the lord knows what’s best for you and he creates your pathway in the order of what will be best for you. The hardships are there to mould and build you into who you can and will be so you too can help others. So don’t take hardships personal , know that anything in gods kingdom that is away from earth is viewed differently to how humans view things. Death is not viewed as death and hardships are viewed as future successes. Stay patient and don’t worry if you feel like you can’t feel or hear gods word at this time , know that god is simplistic and intelligent and also at times silent for he doesn’t move in a loud manner , because he is confident with his creations and that you all can live to the expectations that he has created for you.
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You will have peace with this by Wednesday, the lord knows the right timing for everything.