Flossy girl I hear you. I have for 2 or so years. I know how hard just being is. This world is not kind nor fair. I hope you know we all face horrible trials and tribulations. You are never alone. Your angels and even those you don't know hurt with you and for you. We all want things to turn around for you so I ask our higher power to help you find the light and give you strength to do what you need too in order to find inner peace. Much love jo

That is beautiful. I pray you have that and much more. Never forget the moments that brought you here and keep loving more and more. Amen.

Love listen please I've been 12 years sober now. I was peed at God for 20 years thinking he was allowing the hell I was in get worse and worse. Then he showed me the reality and boy was that a kick. And it is not him. The devil will deceive you thinking its God. People judge. I gives them fake power. We are egotistical jerks. We are human and we make bad decisions but sometimes we have the best intentions yet still nothing shows for it. Life is cruel its unfair take it from me. I hear you more than you know. You have to slowdown get your bearings and get a plan in motion and take it moment to moment. Find you again the good and bad. You are loved even by me. We are all in the sh!t together. I love you flossy. It's a b!tch and yes it might not get better but take the blessings 🙏 the little stuff is the light peaking through like the stars. Find your way around you deserve better. I apologize for all I see I could have done differently and better and say thank you for everything seen and un seen. Honey. Hang on for us. You matter. You are a sister of God to me. Use this as you are as a tool. Your journal entry for we are here. Rooting for you. We are all 👂. Ok stop and just breathe. Don't worry about anything take a 5 min quite time clear your mind and body of all negative everything and just be. You are allowed to have your time. Peace and serenity. I pray 🙏 you can get a moment of clarity and for God and all the loved ones around you to show you how strong you truly are and time can be paused because you said so. Amen. I'm sorry for your pain and misfortune but I also hear you and live with much of the same issues trying a different approach and attitude will come when you are ready gods on the side line truly but we have to pay attention to the calls and boy do I miss a lot of them. We are only human beings trying to be decent and feel like we matter. Happiness is not just a feeling it's a way of life. I'm still on my journey. I feel like crap, I'm disabled and terminal and I'm still sober with hell every day from some place or person trying to derail me from moving forward. I can tell you in the end it will be shown to you. I've fought for my life literally too many times to not take a moment to share with you my sister that you you can't have good without bad. We'd never evolve and truly can't express how much I feel under attack daily and therefore I feel I owe it to you to let you know nothing is permanent nor can we choose our path but we can work on patches of it and change will come. Please hang in there 🙏 🙂 😢 you matter more than you'll ever know. Air hugs 🤗 ❤ jo