Well, I am just going to get to it... I am asking prayer for my best friend and estranged wife, Melinda Dawn who has a strong heart in spirit and deed but in this life hers is malfunctioning... She cannot have a transplant as I understand only some of the details and I am praying if she does goes through with her surgeries, she lives better and with God's grace. as many years as possible.. I ask this for her and the children she has taken on as an aunt and mother.... because they to need a good life. Last but not least, I ask for help for the two of us to reconcile as much as is possible at this point... I want her to know she has always been deeply loved and always will... I am hers, until death do us part.... Thanks to anyone who is listening.....
My wife and I do not have the years you and your husband have.. but.. currently we are separated....I am not sure why he felt he had to leave you... My wife has mentioned some but not necessarily all of her reasons.... I pray for You first and foremost to get through the immediate pain.. I too feel as if what is going on right now hurts like a it is physically happening.... I want you to try and remember that God favors you and whatever the outcome, you will be able to cope... The pain does not go away we can only learn to manage it.. There will days and nights you will succumb to it but in the long run there will be more times you can manage.... Allow yourself to be sad mad, glad, etc.. Feel your feelings....We never really understand his plans.. his messages his ways... but you can always count on Him to make sure you can navigate everything that comes your way... I am a counselor by trade and I seen pain and created it as well.... In the end God ALWAYS prevails. Stay strong... God bless...